You Sure of Your Purpose"
Have you ever, I am sure you have been wondering, "just what
is my purpose in life" there is always something blocking me
and interfering with what I want to do or the things I need to
There are so many times I have wondered this, why am I even
around, because I try so hard to keep peace in my family, always
doing my best to do what's right, doing my best to be a good
daughter and friend and sister, aunt ,niece, mother you name it,
to be there and still to this day, I am not gaining any grounds
for what I have tried to do.
When I wrote this I was 50 yrs old, I am now 51 yrs old, there
is so much animosity in my family, this person cannot stand this
person, this person hates this person, I mean come on already
this is years of stuff, that should've already been throwed out
the window and started over forgiving whomever is the one whom
started the mess or who is keeping it on. And the attitudes,
whoa, I try so hard to get each other to talk to one another and
let them know I cannot be like that.
God tells us, to FORGIVE.... why isn't anyone getting the
message? So, I always wonder why am I even back here in Alabama,
why and what is the purpose of my being back when I can't after
all the years been trying to get those to talk and forgive each
other, by having get togethers, and birthday parties etc.
Someone, always has to start something, or show themselves out
in public, etc. So just what is my purpose?
try so hard to be the best I can be, and sometimes I sit and
wonder what in the world am I here for, because no matter what I
do or what I give up, dropped home based business etc., it's
like nothing I try is good enough for my family ---- always
trying ---- nothing works!
The Past 3 years being back from Mississippi, we moved back
mainly because of my mother's health and she is 79, and with it
being and getting so bad, my mother wanted me close, because she
knew I would always be there for her, and never had an excuse
why I couldn't be. My mother and I have a very close
relationship, and if something would happen to her, it would
take me 4 -5 hrs to get from Mississippi to here, so we agreed
we'd move back.
Since, then I have been nothing but sick with something can't
get or should I say, couldn't get anything done, because of
being sick most of the time we have been back, feuding going on,
fussing, stolen from by a family member, and verbally abused,
cursed at, screamed at, by people I truly love and adore. No
matter what is done to me by my family I was and still am always
there. Nothing I can say or do, strikes anyone's nerves or
hearts to let them see they cannot act and do the things they
do, so just what is my purpose?
am reminded many times GOD is NOT done with me yet! My
purpose is to: LOVE GOD with all my Heart, trusting in
Him, believing in Him, Relying on Him, and always be there for
me, when I am down depressed, upset, or in pain.
He's there, He has My Back, He's got me covered with His Love,
His Divine Powerful Wondrous Blood! I am doing what I feel is my
purpose and that is, this website, trying to reach those who are
not sure of what to do, how we should act, let other's know of
Jesus' Love and the Power of His Precious Blood. My Graphics I
make out of other Graphics, to Love one another as He loves me,
to always lend a helping hand to those who need one, to always
share God's Mercy and His Grace to those who need it, to always
be all I can be in Him, to always show understanding to those
who has none, to do my best in all I do and can do, to show
God's Love for them and that needs to learn how to rely on Him,
in all that goes on in their lives, to remind them That GOD
HAS THEIR BACKS, and God does work through their
circumstances to make them in perfection and to try to spread
the Love and The Word of God to those who may not know Him,
before it's to late, the list goes on and on!
Whatever is your purpose, always believe there is one, never
give up, ask God to reveal to you your purpose. God, knows your
heart better than anyone else, better than yourself, and if you
trust in Him you will be at peace and He will give you rest and
the desires of your heart, if it's in His will, you will find
your purpose just ask Him and He will tell you!
Always, do your best be all you can be in Him, depending on God,
not man ---- because man will always fail you somewhere, but
GOD WILL NEVER EVER FAIL YOU!
God has already given you, the Authority just reach out and grab
it! Because if you don't you will never know God's will and His
true Love for you! Remember ---- He tried to show the whole
entire world ---- HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON---- to
show His Love, to show the whole world His love, because He does
Show God Your Love and Let God show you all the wonderful things
He has for you, by living for Him!